A wake up call?

Today is Vyaasa Poornimaa as well as the date when Sadgurunaath left us. What a coincidence! i wonder if i should be sad or thankful and offer my gratitude to the one who was, is and will always be my Istha. He left us on this day, maybe because he had finished his mission or maybe out of sadness that try as much and inspite of superhuman efforts from his side to change us, we are still the same. speaking for myself, i am like the fly who sits on sweetmeat for a few seconds but as soon as it sees night-soil it will leave the sweet and go and stick to (sh)it.
May be the change will come slowly.
One thing i know for sure is that he will never stop trying. It is a promise he made and one that he will keep. He is after all Nikhilehwaraananda Nath.
Todays coincidence is i feel a wake up call. Hope we all heed it. we have emerged from him - its time we merged in him.

So true.

My Sadgurunath always said' " You will realize the importance of my presence amongst you only after i am gone". And so true it is. everyday a drop of tear forms in the eye, a huge ball of pain in the heart just trying t understand what we missed in not grabbing the golden opportunity. We let it slip by and now nothing but a feeling of emptiness. None like him ever, with his extreme motherly love for us.
but we still have his name on our lips.

Kya jaanu sajan, hoti hai kya ghum ki shaam.

Jal uthhe sao diye, jab liya tera naam.
Kya jaanu sajan, hoti hai kya ghum ki shaam.
Jal uthhe sao diye, jab liya tera naam.
Kya jaanu sajan, hoti hai kya ghum ki shaam.
Kaanto mein main khadi, naino ke dwaar pe.
Nis din bahaar ke dekhun sapne.
Kaanto mein main khadi, naino ke dwaar pe.
Nis din bahaar ke dekhun sapne.
Chehre dhool kya, chanda ki chandani.
Utri to reh gayi mukh pe apne.
Kya jaanu sajan, hoti hai kya ghum ki shaam.
Jal uthhe sao diye, jab liya tera naam.
Kya jaanu sajan, hoti hai kya ghum ki shaam.

Jab se mili nazar, maathe pe ban gaye.
Bindiya nayan tere, dekho sajna.
Jab se mili nazar, maathe pe ban gaye.
Bindiya nayan tere, dekho sajna.
Dharr li jo pyar se, meri kalayiyan,
Piya teri ungaliyan, ho gayi kangana.
Kya jaanu sajan, hoti hai kya ghum ki shaam.
Jal uthhe sao diye, jab liya tera naam.
Kya jaanu sajan, hoti hai kya ghum ki shaam.
Jal uthhe sao diye, jab liya tera naam. Kya jaanu sajan....
Kya Janu Sajan by waferthin

Kya jaanu sajan (Baharon Ke Sapne) - Lata Mangeshkar.

A heartfelt request

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Subah Na Aayi Sham Na Aayi

Singers Mohmmad Rafi Composers Iqbal Quereshi Lyricist Neeraj

khushii jisane khojii vo dhan leke lauTaa
ha.nsii jisane khojii chaman leke lauTaa
magar pyaar ko khojane jo chalaa vo
na tan leke lauTaa na man leke lauTaa

subaha nA aa_ii, shaam nA aa_ii (2)
jis din terI yaad nA aa_ii, yaad nA aa_ii
subaha nA aa_ii, shaam nA aa_ii

kaisii lagan lagI ye tujh se, kaisii lagan ye lagI
ha.nsI kho ga_ii, khushii kho ga_I
aa.Nsuu tak sab rahan ho ga_ii
arthii tak sab nIlaam ho ga_ii (2)
duniyaa ne dushmanI nibhaaI, yaad nA aa_ii
subaha nA aa_ii, shaam nA aa_ii

tum mil jaate to ho jAtI puurii apanii raam kahAnI
ghar ghar taaj mahal ban jaataa, ga.ngA jal aa.Nkho.n kaa pAnI
saa.nso.n ne hathaka.Dii lagaaI, yaad nA aa_ii
subaha nA aa_ii, shaam nA aa_ii

jaise bhI ho, tum aa jaao
aag lagI hai tan me.n aur man me.n (2)
ek taar kii duurii hai (2)
bas daaman aur qafan me.n
huii maut ke sa.ng sagaaI, yaad nA aa_ii

aa jaao, aa jaao, aa jaao