So true.

My Sadgurunath always said' " You will realize the importance of my presence amongst you only after i am gone". And so true it is. everyday a drop of tear forms in the eye, a huge ball of pain in the heart just trying t understand what we missed in not grabbing the golden opportunity. We let it slip by and now nothing but a feeling of emptiness. None like him ever, with his extreme motherly love for us.
but we still have his name on our lips.

Kya jaanu sajan, hoti hai kya ghum ki shaam.

Jal uthhe sao diye, jab liya tera naam.
Kya jaanu sajan, hoti hai kya ghum ki shaam.
Jal uthhe sao diye, jab liya tera naam.
Kya jaanu sajan, hoti hai kya ghum ki shaam.
Kaanto mein main khadi, naino ke dwaar pe.
Nis din bahaar ke dekhun sapne.
Kaanto mein main khadi, naino ke dwaar pe.
Nis din bahaar ke dekhun sapne.
Chehre dhool kya, chanda ki chandani.
Utri to reh gayi mukh pe apne.
Kya jaanu sajan, hoti hai kya ghum ki shaam.
Jal uthhe sao diye, jab liya tera naam.
Kya jaanu sajan, hoti hai kya ghum ki shaam.

Jab se mili nazar, maathe pe ban gaye.
Bindiya nayan tere, dekho sajna.
Jab se mili nazar, maathe pe ban gaye.
Bindiya nayan tere, dekho sajna.
Dharr li jo pyar se, meri kalayiyan,
Piya teri ungaliyan, ho gayi kangana.
Kya jaanu sajan, hoti hai kya ghum ki shaam.
Jal uthhe sao diye, jab liya tera naam.
Kya jaanu sajan, hoti hai kya ghum ki shaam.
Jal uthhe sao diye, jab liya tera naam. Kya jaanu sajan....
Kya Janu Sajan by waferthin

Kya jaanu sajan (Baharon Ke Sapne) - Lata Mangeshkar.